I've been pitching a long time, and [those were] the worst baseballs I've ever pitched with in my life ... The other guy [Cincinnati's Bronson Arroyo] was pitching with them too, so he did a nice job. But I mean, I walked [four] guys all year and then I walked five today. ... I had no feel for the baseball, and that's about the worst thing you can have as a pitcher when you're trying to make and rely on your pitches.